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05 November 2013 @ 08:53 pm
Rolling Stones said that you can't always get what you want but you get what you need.

The problem is...what do i need?
29 October 2013 @ 09:29 am
It was a great ride. It was full of ups and downs but I will surely remember the good times and I did learn a lot from the bad times. I will now let go of it all because I have to...not because I want to. I will live my life now but I will never forget you. You were my first. Thank you for all the memories.
07 December 2010 @ 06:41 pm
Never had I imagined myself to be faced in such an ordeal. Should i settle and hope for that i would find what i am looking for or should i take that step that I've been wanting and waiting for my whole life?

It's never easy to figure things out especially when you do not have the guts to stand by your decisions. That certain decision would define your future. That decision could be irrevocable.

I guess that the root cause of this indecisiveness is fear. Fear of uncertainty is the noise that keeps me up at night. Trying to figure things out was a game that i liked playing but in those games, i never really thought of losing. Probably, there is also the fear of failure that mixes with the fear of uncertainty that would always make me want to hide from the world.

As this point, I guess I need to think more about these things. I need to man up and face the fact that i need to choose one. It's easier said than done.
11 February 2010 @ 04:09 pm
The breeze whispered me something. He told me that summer is near. He embraced me tightly to make me understang what he really meant. And with that short instance, I felt the sheer joy of freedom and tranquility.
18 January 2010 @ 02:01 pm
when everything seems to be doing well, then you suddenly hit that bump in the road that would shatter the glass. That glass of that which you believe to be your reality- which you've been living in. Then emerges that truth amidst the shattered images of your futile imagination. You'll just find yourself overwhelmed and helpless. Everything that you believed in and everything that you've hoped for, gone. What to do? I don't know. You will never know what to do when the truth is right in front of you. No one knows what to do. I don't know what to do.

With that said, wouldn't you just doubt your capabilities? wouldn't you just doubt yourself?

I just hope everything would turn out well. Just well. It doesn't have to be in favor of me. I just genuinely hope that it would turn out fine.

I hope that i'll be fine.
27 January 2009 @ 10:33 am
i hate crying! argh:|

01 January 2009 @ 09:21 am
for the past couple of years, i've been blogging about my random thoughts about that year to encapsulate my experiences of that year.

this year, i won't be doing that...i realized that this year brought me too many wonderful experiences and these things are far too many for me to blog about:))

i'm just really thankful for everyone who has been a part of my life and who made this year so remarkable for me:)

thank you so much guys! thank you for being part of my life! thank you for making it great!:)

love you, guys!!!

here's to 2009!:D buckle your seatbelts and enjoy the ride:P

24 December 2008 @ 02:32 am
Merry Christmas everyone:)
flying kisses from Santa!!!

*i'm sorry EZ. This picture is too adorable:) the whole world has to see it! i'm kidding! thanks marlo for the picture*

AGAIN, merry Christmas everyone! *cheers!*

02 November 2008 @ 10:45 pm
i finally got the time to do some leisure readings:) don't laugh at me, but I'm reading twilight just now. well, i just got so curious about the whole thing since people have been buzzing and creating such a hype over the movie. I'm actually liking the book! *kilig* anyway, I'm falling in love with Edward (and in real life, I have my own Edouard! ngek! hahahahahaha!:P).

i also got the time to update my itunes:)) I'm in love with Adele's song, Chasing Pavements! <3

"should i give up or should i keep on chasing pavements?"....<3!!!!!

23 September 2008 @ 07:15 am

A Black man runs and a nation is behind him!

Run, Obama, Run!

*those are air force 1's and they look damn great!!!:D